whacked.

feeling like crap after reading our MSN message history. i'm such a sucker for sentimental stuffs. i was the princess, THE sunshine, a person he would want to colour his life and all those sweet nothings. i miss him badly. every night before i doze off, i would say a lil' prayer for him. my night ended with thoughts of you. you were also the first i thought of in the morning. i'm whacked out if these continues.

reading those message logs just brought back memories. till now, i still look out of my workplace window and wished you would be there waiting for me at the carpark. i am still praying hard for your return and believed in second chance.

i had wanted to leave things to fate but it seems fate is busy. i shall wait for the day you would forgive me. cupid is surely no where to be found. i ain't falling for anyone.

imissyou, badly.