July 16, 2009

selfish.

a "date" with him, had dinner and walked back to his place. a nice night i had. for each time we went out, i'll have the speration anxiety. i left with a heavy heart.

told him about a crazy arsehole i knew from tagged. he said, i should not be selfish and start to get to know people. right there i cut him, yes, i want to be selfish. being generous, ended me up with an heartache. no one else shall have a feel of my love.

in God i trust, have better plans for me. until one day when my heart do soften, i'll fall beautifully in love.

iloveyou.

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