emotional and stress management is my greatest downfall. lacking of those two skills have made me lose someone. having to go to work with hurtful remark from him the previous day and added pressure from work, it was like adding kerosene to the already burning anger in me. i was like a pressure cooker. the break up was a released of the pressure. but, all was too late when the pressure was subdued. i lost him to my own failure of managing my emotions. this is another lesson i have to learn.
this flaw was not something he had to understand and know when he was with me. cause i'm the type of girl that can be so hurt but can still look at you and smile. the type of girl who is willing to brighten your day even if i can't brighten my own.
sorry, i kept a lot from you especially the hurt i was going through while with you. my feelings was true but behind those sweet smiles was hidden hurt which i was not ready to share with you.
phew! now, it is all off my chest.
an action committed in anger is an action doomed to failure.
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