sketches.

when we first met, i was still sketching a picture of someone else. he was just a fantasy. he lives in my wonderland. eventually, there was this strong urge to get back to reality. took a stroll back to reality cause i hate leaving my wonderland where i know i won't get hurt.

there in reality, i saw him. he was sketching too, it was unclear to me what was on his easel. i sat next to him, sketching the same scenery. but, i was self-indulgent, i started to draw a picture more beautiful than what's in front of me. him, was still a sketch.

here i am, staring at the beautiful picture i've drawn.

should i wait for him to finish his sketching or should i tear away my drawing and do another sketch and reminding myself to draw reality?