hindsight.

the bottom line
you get farther with someone if you tell the whole truth and nothing but the truth.

in detail
if you are working on building a better love relationship, you have to commit yourself to being honest. it's not like you tell untruths on a regular basis, but from time to time you have told little white lies, thinking you are protecting someone. but that's not your call. and from now on, you will get a lot farther with someone if you tell the truth, the whole truth and nothing but the truth. when you make choices out of fear, you usually make the wrong choices. share your feelings in an unedited way.

well, this is the valentine's day present from my horoscope. i HAD always been truthful. unedited story and feelings. on hindsight, wouldn't it better if i had lied to him instead? keeping my feelings and be oblivious to hints, at least we don't even have to start anything. we would be just like how we had been before 13.12.2008. not having any regrets but at least it would have saved us from any awkwardness.

well, they say, love make you do silly things.