puzzle.

dear God,
i thank you for letting me feel a tinge of loving someone. but i guess you had forgotten to make him feel the same way too. memories of the past are still lingering like an overstayer.

fate is playing a funny game but i don't find it funny anymore. fate should be busy right now, putting puzzle pieces together before going around and messing up people's partner. fate had made me shed tears more than i had shed for you, dear God. i had my plans but fate had to ruin it all. you made us with the feeling to love. but i guess those feelings are for those who deserves and know how to appreciate.

karma had worked enough on me. you made me fall for someone worthless before i met farid. but i wasn't ready to give him up. eventually, fate made me see the whole picture but a few missing puzzle pieces. i liked what i saw. i loved him. we had great times together. but, fate had to take four and a half years to find the missing puzzle pieces. when fate put it all together, he found that it wasn't me who is suppose to be in the picture. well, all's forgotten and forgiven.

fate realised that he haven't done my puzzle just yet. so, here i am waiting for more than a year while fate fixes someones puzzle. fate notices that i am a part of this person's puzzle. fate continued to fixed his and my puzzle simultaneously. fate stopped a moment. something is wrong with his puzzle. the girl in his puzzle isn't suppose to be there. she was suppose to be with someone else. so, fate took the puzzle pieces apart, leaving a gaping hole there.

fate is still fixing the puzzle. but will my puzzle pieces fit the gaping hole or is it still her puzzle pieces will fit nicely in there?