January 27, 2009

delusion.

her boyfriend know nuts about her. i told her to leave him cause he isn't into her. he do not even bother to take initiative and put in any effort in knowing her. one fine day, he will leave her and before he does that, i told her to leave him.
she asked me, "then why are you not leaving him?"

it is tiring being with someone but at every moment when the feeling of missing him arises, it has to be diverted to something else. for a moment, delusion was needed.

she is ready to COMMIT as soon as she meet the RIGHT person. she is very SERIOUS about relationships and AREN'T interested in wasting time with people she DON'T really LIKE. if she meet the right person, she will fall DEEPLY and BEAUTIFULLY in love.

even if he is the RIGHT person, are you to him?

again, i had to supress my feelings until i'm conviced. i'm holding back what i've got for you. i'm sorry, i just had to. jumping off the cliff and into a bottomless pit again, i have doubts about surviving the second fall.

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