lost.

at first, it was him who left. now, my dearest girlfriend left for dubai. my pair of wings are gone. two of the closest people i have, left. when he left, i still have my girlfriend for comfort and support. now, i need to learn to be dependent on myself. *sob sob* no more shopping and make up guru. well, i need to adjust to situations i guess. but, where do i find a girlfriend for lame jokes or late night dirty little secrets talk? *sob sob*

well, dearest girlfriend, i wish you all the best in your career. this is something you've been wanting to do. i'll miss you, babe.