wishing.

dear God,
each night i had to exhaust myself out just not to think of him and get some rest. i'm fatigue. if this is the test i had to go through to atone for my past mistakes, i'll take each day with a pinch of salt but why do you have to make our paths crossed when it is not meant to be. just how much more wrong guys before i meet the right one?? isn't what i had gone through last year good enough for a lesson learnt.

you had ignited my feelings for him and now, i had to let him go. they say, if you love something, let them go. if it returns, it's meant to be but if it doesn't, it never was.

i've had enough living a frivolous life. i given up such lifestyle. i'm looking for an escapade from my past.

dear God,
a simple prayer for him,
please take away just a lil of his ego. am i asking too much?

i miss him, badly but if it is otherwise, that is for you to show me.

each day, i'm hoping against hope. wishing upon the wishing stars. to hold you in my arms again.