disappointment.

"the person you LOVE will always DISAPPOINT you."

when i was a younger lover, having trusting issues, he, the ex-boyfriend pulled me out of the whirlpool that was drowning me. he made me believe that there were still ENDANGERED male species with raging testosterones, that i can trust. and that would be him. but, at the back of my head, i knew, one day he too will leave me for someone better just like how the ol' man left my mum for THE money- grubber hussy.

now, being me, the sweet, loving klutz, is scared that one day, i might never love again. ever. i'm still locked up in my own padded cell, afraid of the outside world. take me away from my comfort zone but, do me a favour, do not let me fall in love.

cause i still strongly believe, love is a DISAPPOINTMENT.




*disclaimer: this is a random post. not meant for anyone in particular.