prayer.

dear god,

firstly, thanks for the unfortunate break-up with farid. well, they say when you lose someone, you will find someone better. so far, i've not seen any progress yet. it all takes time.
everything happens for a reason, i'm still looking out for the real reason.

at first, you let me experienced with indecent guys. these are guys who are only for flings and one-night stand. had enough fun with these guys.

so, i asked about the decent ones, remember?

well, thanks for fulfilling the request. but, i asked for decent guys(.) not decent guys who declare their feelings freely.

i'm getting confuse here, dear god.

where is the guy who holds the right key? is he on his way or did he lost his way? please show him the right path to my heart. and also please tell me if he is a sincere guy. it is so hard to sieve the sincere and insincere.

well, dear god, i'm inexperienced when comes to judging of character. after all those guys that i've met, i'm still unable to read their character. you made everyone of us differently, with different character, looks and status.

p.s the next guy that has the right key also must have all the qualities i'm looking for.

thanks!