January 13, 2008

frustrations.

it is a sunday and i am at home. i've broken the routine of late nights on saturdays. yesterday, i spent my day with mummy and aunt. strangely, no one asked me out at night. on saturdays that i'm working, i will surely be out till sunday morning. so, i was at home since last night. today, was suppose to have breakfast with my family. but then, brader haven't been home since friday and mummy went to J.B, leaving me home alone. i'm not really bored but at the same time i'm wishing hard someone will ask me out for movies or dinner tonight. need a break after doing the lesson plans.

digressing. i have to vent out some frustrations. guys, just because you think i'm hotstuff, beautiful, pretty which i don't think i am suitable of such noun, that doesn't mean i am suppose to be attach. why can't i be single, anyways? so, i've come up with an answer for such question. i'm a lesbian. i go for pussy. if you have some extra meat sticking out down there then you are rejected. frustrating.

digressing again. actually, i kinda of like this guy. he pulled my heartstrings when he address me by my name when he spoke to his brother although that was the first time we met. unlike some jerk who wanted to introduce me to his friend but unfortunately he can't remember my name. wtf. but, i think it is a one way street. we aren't in constant contact so there is no way i can know. i can't possibly ask him point blank. i guess, i'll just wait first and take action later. hopefully, i'll hear from him soon.

now, i stuck at home and doing the lesson plans. waiting for dunkin' donuts and a date. haha!

have a great weekday ahead!

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