villain.

after last night's argument, you made me realised that it was the financial sacrifice you had done for me was all you can see. though i know i'm clearly at fault for the argument, i'm still disappointed.

when i'm totally at fault, you racked up the past and i just had to be quiet about it. yes, you made sacrifices but don't i have any good part in this relationship drama? am i just the villain? when it comes to your fault which i picked just ONCE, have you apologise for that? never. you never see it as something wrong you did because i got the dates all wrong. did you see the bottom line of it? even if you did, you'll never admit you are wrong. the fault is all mine.

every expectations of yours i had to meet them, a failure in meeting them, spells doomsday for me. i don't want to impose any expectations on you. for i know jolly well how high my expectations can be and when it is not met, i'll get disappointed big time. just a simple expectation of not drinking with the boys was not met, the tables was turned and it became my fault.

i've lost my voice of reasoning. i'll always lose to your words of wisdom. just let it be that way cause i'll still be the villain in this drama.