two-zero-one-zero.

there wasn't any fireworks nor was there a countdown, there was just you and me accompanied by laughter, smiles and sparkles in the eye. that was how i started off my two-zero-one-zero.

two-zero-zero-nine, i started off the year more extravagantly, booze, loud music, foam party with a great guy, so i thought. but, things didn't work out. people come and go in my life, i told him. he said he won't be one of them, all of the others said so too. you're gone like the passing winds. you inflicted me with a superficial cut which heals easily.

for each time i was put on the crossroads, i had to make a choice. after much thought, i chose stability over feelings. i had loved him for a moment but, i had to walk out on him. it hurts him but not as much as it hurts me. being a playa, i doubt he ever know how it felt to be hurt. you had inflicted a deeper cut when you had your fun toying with my feelings. it took me sometime to heal from the wound that was rubbed with salt.

and all this while, i had missed someone. he isn't someone i was willing to let go easily. a sweet pleasure of knowing him. the guy i ended two-zero-zero-nine with.

as much as those people played a part in my life, so does my career. i was done with my cert in preschool teaching and now, shall move on to diploma in early childhood. the environment that i had adapted nicely into is treating me pretty well. staying away from politics is the best way of survival.

well, 2009 was filled with sweet memories and wasn't a bad year after all. shall create more sweet memories for 2010.