grr.... the side effect of eating vitamins, acne on the back. this is why i hate eating any type of supplements. my back acne is freaky horrible. will be stuck on tees for sometime i suppose. i'm gonna get that acne shower gel by T3. hopefully, it works great on my skin. cause, i freaking out big-time.
my mind was so made up on stopping the pills but it is all for my own good health. it is the HMFD period, need to build up my immune system before i get infected.
talking of which, had only one confirmed case. phew! please please let this be over very very soon. i'm tired of the s.o.p of daily cleaning of classrooms and washing of toys. shag! totally! please give an all-clear by next week.
happy weekend!
April 26, 2008
April 21, 2008
forgiveness.
the bottom line
everyone makes mistakes -- don't be critical. be forgiving and give them a chance.
in detail
everyone makes mistakes -- and you should remember that today, when someone who once hurt you comes back into your life. will you choose to hold on to your anger, or will you let go of the past and give them one more chance? do for them what you would want them to do for you, if the roles were reversed. listen to what they say and give them the benefit of the doubt. the stars say that forgiveness is a wise course now. remember: forgiveness is not the same as forgetfulness. it's better.
"forgiveness is not the same as forgetfulness. it's better." it jolts me to think. have i forgiven farid or was it just forgetfulness? the angst is still deep within me when i thought of it. have i start forgiving myself? i remember a girlfriend once told me, we need to learn to forgive ourselves before we start forgiving others. same goes for loving yourself before you love others.
i have not done some soul searching for a while. once in a while, it is good to sit quietly and do some soul searching. we are human beings who make mistakes without realising. at times, our attitude may look good to ourselves but not to others. we'll only realise our bad attitude when a mirroring happens. but, it is never too late to realise our mistakes. we apologise and make amendments. all of us can say we're sorry. but how many times do we say that we're sorry and ask on how can we correct or make amendments?
everyone makes mistakes -- don't be critical. be forgiving and give them a chance.
in detail
everyone makes mistakes -- and you should remember that today, when someone who once hurt you comes back into your life. will you choose to hold on to your anger, or will you let go of the past and give them one more chance? do for them what you would want them to do for you, if the roles were reversed. listen to what they say and give them the benefit of the doubt. the stars say that forgiveness is a wise course now. remember: forgiveness is not the same as forgetfulness. it's better.
"forgiveness is not the same as forgetfulness. it's better." it jolts me to think. have i forgiven farid or was it just forgetfulness? the angst is still deep within me when i thought of it. have i start forgiving myself? i remember a girlfriend once told me, we need to learn to forgive ourselves before we start forgiving others. same goes for loving yourself before you love others.
i have not done some soul searching for a while. once in a while, it is good to sit quietly and do some soul searching. we are human beings who make mistakes without realising. at times, our attitude may look good to ourselves but not to others. we'll only realise our bad attitude when a mirroring happens. but, it is never too late to realise our mistakes. we apologise and make amendments. all of us can say we're sorry. but how many times do we say that we're sorry and ask on how can we correct or make amendments?
April 20, 2008
rest.
i need a break badly. weekends had been a lame and tiring one for me. yesterday, i had my first aid course, i passed.
well, another typical sunday. lesson planning and preparation. amazingly, i finished super early. had sms-ed a friend for dinner but got no reply. forget it then.
was bored to tears, msged another friend for coffee. all set to meet at 8pm. did my manicure and pedicure to pass time. i'm not satisfied with the outcome. felt horrible already. and someone had to irritate me further. mum asked me to pick up the laundry and told her that i was doing my manicure and to wait a while for it to dry. and she insisted yet again. got fed up, i did as instructed. spoilt the manicure. haiz! was irritated to the max already. had my shower and dressed up for the coffee date. was dressing up, that i noticed i can't make it on time. smsed him to say that i would be a little late. 8 mins before 8pm, i got a reply that he had to cancel it. double irritation 4 the weekend. grr!!
wtf?!
i really badly need a break!! lets see, this weekend, payday!! shopping! jeans, mother's day present, perfume and a tech gadget.
well, another typical sunday. lesson planning and preparation. amazingly, i finished super early. had sms-ed a friend for dinner but got no reply. forget it then.
was bored to tears, msged another friend for coffee. all set to meet at 8pm. did my manicure and pedicure to pass time. i'm not satisfied with the outcome. felt horrible already. and someone had to irritate me further. mum asked me to pick up the laundry and told her that i was doing my manicure and to wait a while for it to dry. and she insisted yet again. got fed up, i did as instructed. spoilt the manicure. haiz! was irritated to the max already. had my shower and dressed up for the coffee date. was dressing up, that i noticed i can't make it on time. smsed him to say that i would be a little late. 8 mins before 8pm, i got a reply that he had to cancel it. double irritation 4 the weekend. grr!!
wtf?!
i really badly need a break!! lets see, this weekend, payday!! shopping! jeans, mother's day present, perfume and a tech gadget.
April 13, 2008
infidelity.
physical infidelity or mental infidelity, which is worse? at one point of time surely you'll commit infidelity. in whichever manner, it still is infidelity. i admit, when i was with farid, i commit a mental one. is it bad? i don't think so. but those faithful lovers will not share the same sentiments. well, it was only a thought.
it is not as bad as a physical one. some will say, it is just sex. nothing to it. then after things happen, one day, someone come up to you and tell you to your face "hey dude, your girlfren/ boyfren is so damn hot in bed." how is your reaction going to be? will you still think, it is just sex anyway.
confuse. fill me in.
it is not as bad as a physical one. some will say, it is just sex. nothing to it. then after things happen, one day, someone come up to you and tell you to your face "hey dude, your girlfren/ boyfren is so damn hot in bed." how is your reaction going to be? will you still think, it is just sex anyway.
confuse. fill me in.
April 10, 2008
fatigue.
shagged. tired. exhausted. fatigue. 4 days down, one more to go before the weekends. had a bad day at work. felt very irritated since yesterday. pimples start popping out. argghh....! you're a damn darn bitch. may karma get back to you soon. maybe i was too in love with the children that i get angry easily when they are treated badly. it is already bad enough that i had to handle a hysteria child, just what is wrong in having your lunch a few minutes later to pat the kids to sleep? will a few minutes make your lunch disappear or turn your food mouldy? such attitude is just selfish.
i would rather drop lunch and make sure the children have their naps than see them fidgeting about while i'm eating. such selfish attitude just irks me. then there's the pregnant bitch. another pain in the ass. argh... i'm just so irritated. *breathe in breathe out*
thank god tomorrow is a friday and i'm on half day. going off to a seminar at tanjong pagar. lucky me. buzz off you assholes. i want to have the fullest rest this weekend.
i would rather drop lunch and make sure the children have their naps than see them fidgeting about while i'm eating. such selfish attitude just irks me. then there's the pregnant bitch. another pain in the ass. argh... i'm just so irritated. *breathe in breathe out*
thank god tomorrow is a friday and i'm on half day. going off to a seminar at tanjong pagar. lucky me. buzz off you assholes. i want to have the fullest rest this weekend.
April 6, 2008
honestly.
the bottom line
if you aren't sure you want to commit to a party, say no. don't be flighty.
if you aren't sure you want to commit to a party, say no. don't be flighty.
in detail
if you aren't sure if you are ready to commit to a party, a date, a new job, or anything else that will take a chunk of your time, then don't say that you will commit just because you are afraid to hurt someone's feelings. the worst thing you can do is make a promise that you can't deliver on. it could brand you as an unreliable person, which you most definitely are not. so try not to be flighty -- be honest. in the end, people will appreciate honesty more than half-baked involvement.
if you aren't sure if you are ready to commit to a party, a date, a new job, or anything else that will take a chunk of your time, then don't say that you will commit just because you are afraid to hurt someone's feelings. the worst thing you can do is make a promise that you can't deliver on. it could brand you as an unreliable person, which you most definitely are not. so try not to be flighty -- be honest. in the end, people will appreciate honesty more than half-baked involvement.
yipee! i like.
in fact, yesterday, he told me he missed me so much that he felt like hugging me when we met the other day. i was lost for words. i told him, i unable to reciprocate his feelings. i'm unable to tell him that 'i miss you too". those words should not be said too easily. sorry. maybe i'm still not ready to commit to relationships yet. i'm not prepared to get hurt again.
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