shopping.

the bottom line
they say breaking up is hard to do, but today it's making up that will be tough.
in detail
they say that breaking up is hard to do, but today you'll discover just how hard that getting back together can be! the negotiations are not going very well right now, but by the end of the day the two of you can reach an agreement that leaves you both satisfied. In your business or career life, on the other hand, things are getting much easier! the answers you need are all coming to you. it looks like you can finally move forward with that exciting project.

i love what the horoscope say about my career life. but the relationship, never going to happen and don't wish to have that sort of negotiations.

no date again this weekend. though, i had one yesterday but had to turn down the offer. too shag after work for a date. sorry dude!

tomorrow, i need some retail therapy. a vintage tee and jeans is in my shopping list. ordered my flip flops online. hmmm... nice! i'm loving myself. when am i going to start saving eh? probably when i'd enough of retail therapy or someone to control my finance. haha! indeed. next tech gadget i'm aiming for is an mp3 or mp4. er, though i've an mp3 phone. ...and a lappie skin.

angst.

yipee! the book i ordered from U.S reached me nicely packed and warm. haha! and it is not a romance novel. its a book for the children. bought it when the exchange rate is still very low, plus shipping, i spent around sgd40. with that amount i can go shopping and get a few vintage tees or flip flop. geez! but i don't mind.
i'm putting in my heart and soul to make this career work.
to the jerk who thought i won't succeed, i'll make my mark one day. once i get the diploma, i'll send you a copy. don't be too arrogant, fat dude. argh! why is there still so much angst in me? let it be a form of motivation for me to prove him wrong.
who knows, 5yrs later, if i were to bump into his sister and the same qns is posed, "shida sekarang buat apa?" and i can proudly say, "i'm a principal." or "i'm self-employed. doing baby-sitting business." yummy ideas.

random.

did some shopping at the mall, after work, alone. needed some retail therapy, i thought. felt like going into times bookstore. while i was looking thru the novels, it hit me that i haven't even have the time for myself. my novels are collecting dust. my retail therapy turned out to be buying stuffs for work instead for myself. what am i? obsessed with my work? i think so. it really is a good escape from thinking too much and doing nothing about the thoughts.

my next book buy will be 'the zahir' by paulo coelho or maybe somebody kind enough to get it for my birthday present. not asking much, probably a few title from him. heh!

well, it is the mid-week. nothing to look forward to this weekend.

i'm out of the dating game, tentatively. nobody to put me back into the game. concentrating on doing well in my career. to you who might stumble upon this blog, please move on and don't wait for me as i am going to take a long time to be accepting you.

bad.

long weekend, indeed. the family chalet was super fun but too bad i was down with stomach flu and diarrhoea, couldn't eat that much. missed a lot of nice food. missed a game of monopoly with the cuzzins. but it's ok. a gathering with the cuzzins once in a while is fun though i was sick.

the bad thing about the chalet i went, island resort at east coast, you cannot bring your own pit and if you do you'll be fine $18. it is either you fork out $25 to rent theirs or $18 for a fine. no tables and chairs are provided, you'll have to rent $10 per table per day. bloodsuckers! as it is thier room rates are exhorbit, not convinent to come by public transport. pass this bad testimonial to everyone who wants to get a chalet there. guess, there won't be any more family gathering there. not until they change the management.

well, there isn't anymore long weekend until may.

enjoy your weekdays!

weekend.

woke up to a very quiet home. though it is a sunny saturday and i wish i am at the beach tanning, i don't hear the birds chirpping or mum flipping newspaper. it is too quiet. i thought i lost my hearing but no, it is going to be a quiet saturday. i did a whole week of laundry, darn, the rainy days. while waiting for the laundry to be done, sipped on coffee and did some workstuff on my new laptop. hehe! totally redundant info. bought it at the IT fair. noon, the guys from singtel fixed up the mioTV. three guys in the house and i'm alone. the idiotic brader is suppose to be home but he choose to be with his FAT, juvenile girlfriend. i don't like her. yucks! talkng about her spoils my mood and my blog. ish! digress!
evening, dinner with mummy at arnold's @ pasir ris fishing pond. then, groceries shopping at whitesands. slept at 3am cause i needed to finish up some workstuff. workaholic. work is a great escapade for the lonely hearts. haha!

woke up pretty early for a sunday. today, was woken up by the sound of my mum's vacuuming. this is normal, some noise on a weekend. i did the cooking today. a simple meal of spaghetti and broiled honey glazed chicken wings. my aunts was over at my place.

can't wait for the good friday. yipee! a family gathering at east coast chalet. people and foods. last year's gathering farid came. this year, surely i'm going to get some questions. "where is your friend?" or "where's bear?" grr... lucky thing i won't be overnighting on friday night. had work on saturday. can escape for a moment. got to remember to pack my bikini. need to get tan.

well, have a great week ahead!

never.

never say i love you
if you really don't care

never talk about feelings
if they aren't really there

never hold my hand
if you're going to break my heart

never say you're going to
if you don't plan to start

never look into my eyes
if all you do is lie

never say hello
if you really mean goodbye

if you really mean forever
then say you'll try

never say forever
cause forever makes me cry.