December 18, 2007

cruel.

i wonder why, life is so cruel to me these days. my babies are infected with hand, foot and mouth disease. their condition is bad. today, my grandaunt passed away. i'm sad. deep down me, i know she will be gone sooner or later as she was very sickly before she passed away. may God bless her soul.

recently, i fall for a guy but after the first date, he turned out to be just another jerk. it is the type who cannot bypass the looks department. well, at least i found out soon enough. i'm a little hurt, though. i'm still enjoying the dating game even if they are jerks. they call me hotstuff but they discovered that i'm to "hot" to handle and backed off. haha! dreamy me! guys these days are full of bullshit. that makes it hard to sieve the good guys from the bad ones. anyways, i'm not so desperate for a man. i shall take my time to "find the needle in the haystack". i'm still young. and my career just took off. i can afford to wait. ;)

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