crazy.

finally, i went for the long awaited facial. i've got a lot of food restriction for a whole month. no chocolates, peanuts, seafood especially prawns (my favourite) and ikan bilis. no chocolates for a month?! i'm going crazy! and no make-up. that means no dates also. sorry to disappoint you guys out there. furthermore, i might be too busy for dates. i've got lesson plans to do and tuitions to conduct.

hmm... maybe a party once in a while will be good. hehe!

all this for the sake for looking pretty. i too want to be an eye-candy. yummy! i'm dreaming again. ops!

enjoy the holidays! party hard!

weekend.

yesterday, i went out shopping with a crazy date. a guy who loves cam-whoring. beats me how many pics we took. bought myself 3 tops, a pair of jeans and sandals, sponsored by him. i reached home at 9.30pm and got myself ready for a second date. tsk tsk tsk! two dates in a day, i was dead tired. the second date was to a chalet. had drinks. got tipsy. darn! i've been drinking two days straight. and more to come during the x'mas holidays and countdown party. get intoxicated every weekend. tsk tsk tsk!

today, it is just chilling out with my family at home and going out later in the evening. i just can't sit at home for a day. there is always somewhere i want to go. what's more, i'm off until wednesday. plans and dates to fulfill.

happy holidays!

... there's more in his phone...

lovelorn.

the family gathering was indeed fun and full of laughter. our next gathering shall be this chinese new yeaar holidays. i rather stay in s'pore and be with my family and relatives than go on a holiday. but, i was feeling a little lovelorn when i see my newly married aunt. full of envy, i guess. suddenly, i feel like falling in love again. but with whom, i don't know. no suitable candidate yet. haha!

i got to admit, i'm emotionally high mantainence. i don't need financial support but i want an established guy. i need their attention, love, concern and understanding. a guy who knows when he should switch roles between a friend and a boyfriend. listen to my whinings and a good conversationalist. aren't i demanding? well, i got to increase my expectations after meeting too many jerks. i can afford to be choosy as i'm not in a hurry to get hitch. ;)


...mummy & me...
...now i know where i got my smile from...
... a very retard brader...


...cuzzinz...
...hari raya haji cum brader's b'day...

cruel.

i wonder why, life is so cruel to me these days. my babies are infected with hand, foot and mouth disease. their condition is bad. today, my grandaunt passed away. i'm sad. deep down me, i know she will be gone sooner or later as she was very sickly before she passed away. may God bless her soul.

recently, i fall for a guy but after the first date, he turned out to be just another jerk. it is the type who cannot bypass the looks department. well, at least i found out soon enough. i'm a little hurt, though. i'm still enjoying the dating game even if they are jerks. they call me hotstuff but they discovered that i'm to "hot" to handle and backed off. haha! dreamy me! guys these days are full of bullshit. that makes it hard to sieve the good guys from the bad ones. anyways, i'm not so desperate for a man. i shall take my time to "find the needle in the haystack". i'm still young. and my career just took off. i can afford to wait. ;)

delighted.

on 26.11.2007, i had to go thru a staff appraisal. i got positive feedback from my supervisor and boss. am so delighted. as of monday, 3.12.2007, i'll be handling a class of my own. yipee! they trust me to handle a class and from there i'll be able to learn. though the reponsibilities are huge, i'm confident to face the challenges. i made someone as my benchmark, now i'm almost reaching there. i shall prove to him that it was a big mistake for not being patient just like how i was. ops! i'm digressing. the point is, i'm happy that my hardwork has finally paid-off even if its only a few months.

time.

our life is made up of time. our days are measured in hours, our pay is measured by those hours, our knowledge is measured by the years. we grab a few minutes in our busy day to have a coffee break. we rush back to our desks, we watch the clock, we live by appointments. and yet time eventually runs out and you wonder in your heart of hearts if those seconds, minutes, hours, days, weeks, months, years and decades were being spent the best way they possibly could. everything is spinning around as jobs, friends, family, lovers... you feel like screaming "STOP", looking around, rearranging the order of a few things and then continuing on...