it was a bitter-sweet memory which will forever be etched in the bank of memories. my emotions were greatly intrigued. the after-taste left me unsure and insecure. i have to admit, the honeymoon period is over, it ain't a bed of roses anymore. so what should come after the honeymoon period? will i be happy just to know that you woke up in the morning and reached home in one piece?
the devil is in my mind, whispering sweet-nothings of a future without you. but the lil angel that resides in my heart won't back down without a fight. it was a tough fight. and it is still fighting. the insecurities that i'm feeling is slowly killing me. as much as i want to ignore that feeling, the coldness i get from you just doesn't help. just how much do you want this to work?
mistakes of the past are undeniable. making it right again, wasn't an easy task. all i need was some warmth and reassurance from you that i'm not alone.
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