great-ness.

the super long weekend went by nicely for me.

13.02.2010, saturday, i was at wild wild wet, downtown east. superb fun-filling time spent with mama and aunty. i had my filled of gorgeous life guards. drools!
texted him, after a whole week. any longer, i swear i'll go crazy. it wasn't anything about me being ego. i just didn't wanna lose him for another time. digress. had asked him out but, he had to work till late.

14.02.2010, sunday, celebrated 1st uncle's birthday at zac cafe, jln pinang with aunt, mama and youngest uncle. they served middle eastern and western food. i had fish kebab but, sadly the food wasn't up to my expectation. it doesn't take a food critic to notice that the fish kebab was mediocre. my uncle's steak was delicious. probably the chef specialise in western cooking than middle eastern. after the lunch date, we headed to sengkang to pay my aunt a visit. they spent a long time chatting and me slacking on the couch watching tv. but when 1st uncle told his tale as a sailor. i had to snicker till i couldn't help and barf out laughing. at the same time injecting a little humour into the otherwise serious tale. we ended the night at 10.30pm. i was shagged.
surprisingly, he asked me out. that was a rare occurrence. but, something cropped up last minute.

15.02.2010, monday, movies at GV grand with HIM. initially the plan for the day was a picnic. i had to cook for him. but sadly, i'm covered with sunburn. he suggested a much cooling place. so, movies it was. i booked the tickets for 'percy jackson and the lightning thief'. while walking by the nike store at great world city, i saw syah. he urged for me to approach him. nah! i rather take the risk of going to unknown places with him than waste my time approaching the ex-boyfriend.
after movies, it had always been the routine of not knowing where to go next and the same pushing-the-responsibility-of-thinking-to-the-other-person habit we have. and there, the STB booklet gave us the idea.
i decided on Labrador park. we reached just in time for sunset but, we aren't a big fan of sunset. before he gets lazy to get the bike from the far away carpark, we had to make a move, meaning we had to think of another place. bleargh! we decided on ECP, thinking it won't be packed but i was wrong. we ended up at pasir ris park instead. it was pure comfort having his arms around me.
well, every start has to have an end. so, the night had to be over and sadness had to engulf my emotions. i hate goodbyes but the spine-breaking-eye-popping hug and a kiss made it easier. i had him for the whole day, pure sweetness.

16.02.2010, tuesday, it is a stay-at-home day. aunts had slept over and it was food and talks for them. while me, had difficulties tearing away the bolster from hugging me tightly. no movie marathon like i had planned but, it was food and sleep marathon.

well, it is back to work. not looking forward but i miss those lil' chubby cheeks already.

hide-and-seek.

decrypting every word you said, sieving whats real and whats not, seeking eventhough you are there. it tires me out. i'm not leaving yet, just hiding in a dark corner. when you are ready to seek, open your heart and i'll be present again.