abandonment.

cowardice.

you've got a lot on your mind right now, dear Gemini, and others might be interpreting your quiet behavior as aloofness. go right ahead, and let them think so. you've got some real issues to think through and decisions with important consequences. you will be able to smooth their ruffled feathers later. right now, focus on taking care of yourself.

that was what my horoscope said. i was feeling lousy today. i ain't have the slightest idea for what i'm feeling. probably, i need to keep this feeling of mine, in check before it goes haywire. i feel like disappearing from the surface of the earth, just for a day.

"real issues to think through and decision with important consequences" i'm not going to make any decision that has an inportant consequences. because i'm a coward. i do not want to face any consequences. whatever is in my mind, shall remain where it is.