commitment.

horoscope part one

the bottom line
patience is a virtue -- what you're waiting for will be so sweet when it arrives.

in detail
you shouldn't expect to make very much progress in anything today, but then again you don't need to make much more progress -- you are just about exactly where you need to be, so take a deep breath and relax! today will serve as simmer time for that delicious project you've put on the back burner -- remember that patience is a virtue, and what you are waiting for is going to be oh-so-sweet when it arrives. in the meantime, reconnect with a friend and have fun.

horoscope part two
if you've been waking up every morning single and unattached, today you will be confronted with issues involving commitment. indeed, events today could change your whole life, dear gemini. if nothing else, you know that it's time to make necessary changes, and you are ready to put a plan into action. sure, it's a bit scary, but you need this balance in your life.

lovescope
get ready for a special encounter with an unexpected admirer. it could be subtle or obvious that inanimate objects would get the hint, either way. keep your eyes peeled for signs that points to love.

sounds like god heard my prayers and therefore the horoscope. wonder who is it going to be. when will he come knocking? just a reminder, when you come knocking, please give it a hard one cause its a very hard door you are knocking. well, all the best to you dude!

egocentric.

love-scope says,
your need for human contact may be causing you to make compromises that aren't in your best interest, dear gemini. you might want to see if you can find people whose tastes and approach to life are more like yours. for example, you just love staying in bed all day long with a good book. there are people like you out there. you just need to find them!

i need to find him?! that's a high order! i don't think there is a male soul who will love to stay in bed all day long, reading. grr...

talking of which, time to get a new novel and stay in bed all weekend. hmm... shall head to borders or times on payday.

unmotivated.

unmotivated. that is how i'm feeling every morning when i wake up for work. it is a drag, just the thought of going through major changes when i've adapted so well to the current management and environment. my workplace will be taken over by another management and will be going through major changes. i'm loving it, not! it is driving me crazy when i think of it. i've set my mind, by 1st july, once the company has been taken over, i'll tender my resignation letter and claim my leaves. adios!

but, i feel sad for my students. too bad i'm unable to see them grow and develop. they were my motivators but i hate changes. i'm set to leave.

so sad to say, it's been sometime since i had a good laugh. just now, mummy and me went to the movies. we watched kung fu panda. hilarious. had a pretty good laugh.

there is no secret ingredient. believe in yourself.

hardknocks.

the bottom line
trust yourself -- even if you make a mistake, it will be one that will teach you.

in detail
making choices about your life based on what you think other people want you to do is not only unhealthy, it's unwise. no one knows what is best for you better than you yourself, so stop listening to the know-it-alls who just love to hear themselves talk. trust yourself -- even if you make a mistake, it will be one that will teach you an important lesson. it'll also help you avoid that same pitfall next time. independent thinking is not only healthy -- it is wise!

gosh! this is a wake-up call. "stop listening to the know-it-alls", i shall be doing just that. stop pushing your idealism onto others. are you any better? stop talking like 'i'm still an oh-so-tight-virgin' it just disgust me big-time. i think she has a split personality problem. haiz! at times, i wonder if she is who she really is. other times, i wonder where the real her have gone when she meet with the others.

well, now that we have little contact with each other, it is healthier this way.

even if i've to learn the hard way, at least i know that i've done it and seen the results myself. some people learn life the hard way.

hard knocks at every juncture, get up and face the world bravely. though the recovery journey takes a long time, at least don't be a coward and run away from the problem. the further you run, the nearer the problem is to you. you don't know who might bump into while running, is it a problem or a solver? well, the choice is solely yours to make.

lame.

was excited to party on saturday night but turned out to be the most lame party, most of the time. someone just had to put me down in front of her other girlfren. she dampens the party mood instantly. she acts differently with her other girlfrens and i felt left out. geez!